If the last year has felt heavy, reflective, emotional, or oddly quiet on the outside while loud on the inside, there’s a reason for that — 2025 is a 9 Year in numerology. And as we move toward 2026, a 1 Year, we’re collectively stepping out of an ending and into a beginning.
Understanding this transition can help you stop fighting the energy you’re in — and instead work with it.
What Does It Mean That 2025 Is a 9 Year?
In numerology, years move in repeating 9‑year cycles. You find the number by adding the digits of the year:
2 + 0 + 2 + 5 = 9
A 9 Year is the final chapter of the cycle. It’s the year of completion, release, closure, and integration. This isn’t a time to push harder or force what isn’t flowing. It’s a time to finish, heal, and let go.
Common Themes of a 9 Year
- Endings and transitions
- Emotional processing and reflection
- Releasing outdated identities, roles, or relationships
- Forgiveness and compassion
- Decluttering — physically, emotionally, spiritually
- A strong pull toward meaning and authenticity
In a 9 Year, things often fall away naturally. Jobs end. Relationships shift. Old dreams lose their sparkle. This isn’t failure — it’s completion.
Many people experience a sense of limbo in a 9 Year. You may know what no longer fits, but not yet see what’s next. That’s normal. The role of a 9 Year isn’t to reveal the future — it’s to clear space for it.
Why 2026 Is a 1 Year — and Why That Matters
Now let’s look ahead:
2 + 0 + 2 + 6 = 10 → 1 + 0 = 1
A 1 Year begins an entirely new 9‑year cycle. Energetically, it’s the opposite of a 9 Year.
Where 9 says release, 1 says begin. Where 9 says complete, 1 says create. Where 9 asks what’s finished?, 1 asks who are you becoming?
Themes of a 1 Year
- New beginnings and fresh starts
- Identity shifts
- Courage and self‑leadership
- Planting seeds for the future
- Taking aligned risks
- Independence and self‑trust
A 1 Year isn’t about instant results — it’s about initiation. The choices you make in 2026 tend to shape the entire cycle ahead.
Why the Transition Matters So Much
The bridge between a 9 Year and a 1 Year is one of the most important energetic transitions we experience.
If you carry unfinished business, unresolved grief, or expired identities out of a 9 Year and into a 1 Year, those themes often replay — just louder.
But when you consciously close the chapter in a 9 Year, you enter the 1 Year lighter, clearer, and more confident.
Think of it this way:
- A 9 Year clears the soil
- A 1 Year plants the seeds
What you don’t release in 9 determines what struggles to grow in 1.
Best Practices for Transitioning from a 9 Year to a 1 Year
1. Finish What You Can
This is the year to complete projects, conversations, healing processes, and obligations that have been lingering.
Ask yourself:
- What have I been avoiding finishing?
- What deserves closure before I move forward?
Completion creates momentum.
2. Grieve Honestly (and Gently)
A 9 Year often involves mourning — even if nothing "bad" happened. You may be grieving:
- Old versions of yourself
- Timelines that didn’t unfold
- Relationships that changed
- Dreams that evolved
Let the grief move through you so it doesn’t follow you.
3. Release Identities That No Longer Fit
Who you were at the start of this cycle may not be who you are now.
Journal prompts to explore:
- Who am I no longer trying to be?
- What labels feel heavy or outdated?
- Where am I shrinking to stay familiar?
You don’t need to know who you’re becoming yet — just who you’re done being.
4. Declutter on All Levels
Physical decluttering is powerful in a 9 Year, but emotional and energetic decluttering matters just as much.
Clear:
- Your home
- Your calendar
- Your commitments
- Your digital space
- Your emotional labor
Space is an invitation.
5. Create a Conscious Closure Ritual
Mark the ending intentionally. This can be simple or ceremonial:
- Write a letter to the last 9 years and burn or release it
- Perform a cord‑cutting or energy clearing ritual
- Take a solo walk and reflect on what you’re leaving behind
- Close the year with gratitude for what shaped you
Ritual tells your nervous system it’s safe to move on.
Preparing for the Energy of a 1 Year
As 2026 approaches, shift your focus from what’s ending to what wants to begin — without forcing clarity.
Instead of big rigid goals, ask:
- What feels exciting again?
- Where do I feel curious instead of obligated?
- What version of me wants more space?
A 1 Year rewards aligned action, not pressure.
Final Thoughts: Trust the Timing
If 2025 has felt uncomfortable, uncertain, or emotionally intense, it doesn’t mean you’re behind. It means you’re right on time.
Endings are not failures. They are evidence of growth.
As you move from the completion energy of a 9 Year into the initiation energy of a 1 Year, remember:
✨ You are not starting from scratch ✨ You are starting from wisdom ✨ You are carrying only what truly belongs
And that makes all the difference.
If you’d like support navigating this transition — through reflection, ritual, or aligned intention‑setting — this is exactly the kind of energetic threshold that powerful transformation is born from.
Have you ever fallen in love with something so much that you thought, “This is it! This is my thing!”? You pour your time, your heart, and your money into it. You set goals, make plans, dream big — because it feels so good to do what you love. And then… one day, something shifts.
You notice a new spark — a fresh idea, a new interest, a curiosity that pulls at your soul. Suddenly, the thing you once loved feels a little heavier. You still appreciate it, but it’s not lighting you up in the same way. And that’s when the internal conflict begins.
So many people get stuck in this exact space. They feel torn between what was and what could be. They stay stuck because:
- They’ve become financially dependent on the old thing.
- They’ve built an identity around that thing.
- They’re worried about disappointing others who depend on them for that thing.
Sound familiar?
Here’s the truth: growth often requires pivots. You’re not flaky, confused, or uncommitted — you’re evolving. And evolution means transformation.
Let’s rewrite those fear-based thoughts and walk through how to pivot with grace and confidence.
1. “I’m financially dependent on this thing.”
Reframe: “I used to be financially dependent on something else before this, and I made it work then — I can make it work again.”
You don’t have to drop everything overnight. Think of this as a bridge season rather than a full stop.
Try this:
Try this:
- Keep your current work as your stability anchor while dedicating small blocks of time each week to your new passion.
- Use the income from your current thing to fund your transition — courses, supplies, or savings for when you’re ready to shift fully.
- Be patient. Pivots often happen one aligned action at a time, not in one dramatic leap.
2. “But this is who I am. This is my identity.”
Reframe: “I also had an identity when I was two years old. I’ve been growing and changing ever since.”
You are not your job title. You are not your business. You are not your Instagram bio. You are you — a constantly evolving, curious, creative being.
Try this:
Try this:
- Redefine your identity around your core values instead of your roles.
For example: “I am someone who inspires others through creativity and authenticity,” rather than, “I am a coach/painter/yoga teacher.” - Update your self-concept. Ask: “Who am I becoming?” and start showing up as that person now.
- Remind yourself that change doesn’t erase your past; it expands your story.
3. “People might get mad or disappointed if I change.”
Reframe: “My happiness is my responsibility; their happiness is theirs. I can support them through the transition, but I don’t owe them my stuckness.”
Yes, some people might resist your change — especially if they’ve benefited from your current path. But real connections and clients will celebrate your growth.
Try this:
Try this:
- Communicate with honesty and compassion. “I’ve loved doing this, but I’m feeling called in a new direction. I want to make sure you’re supported as I shift.”
- Offer a transition plan — referrals, resources, or a phased handoff.
- Remember: people are resilient. They’ll adapt, just like you.
4. Bonus: Practice the Art of the Gentle Pivot
Transition doesn’t have to mean chaos. Try these pivot tricks to make it smooth and empowering:
- Journal the journey: Write out what you’re leaving behind, what you’re taking with you, and what you’re stepping into.
- Create overlap: Let the old and new coexist for a while. You’ll naturally feel when it’s time to let the old fade out.
- Trust your timing: Not every pivot is instant. Sometimes it’s slow, steady realignment — and that’s perfect.
- Celebrate each shift: Every step toward alignment is a win, even if it feels uncomfortable.
Final Thoughts
Learning to pivot isn’t about quitting — it’s about honoring your evolution. The version of you who started that first thing did exactly what they were meant to do. They got you here. Now it’s time to listen to the whisper of what’s next.
Your path doesn’t have to be linear. It just has to be yours.
As I write this, I’m on my way to Pilates — a little frustrated, because I like to be 15 minutes early and I’m only going to be six minutes early today.
Why? Because I didn’t leave my house when I should have.
It’s not like I was doing nothing — I was finishing up things around the house, being “productive.” (Okay… I might’ve been slacking off a little before that.) But still, I left later than I intended.
Now that I’m on the road, I’m hitting every single red light. I’m stuck behind slow drivers. I’m waiting for someone to make a left-hand turn. And all of it is testing my patience.
In that moment, I reminded myself:
“I’ll get to Pilates at the exact time I’m meant to get there. The Universe knows what it’s doing.”
And while that’s true, it doesn’t change the fact that I am the one who left the house late.
That’s the dance we’re all trying to learn — the balance between trusting the Universe’s perfect timing and taking personal responsibility for our part in the process.
Yes, the Universe is magical in its synchronicities, divine timing, and perfect orchestration. But that doesn’t mean we get to sit back and wait for things to happen. Manifestation isn’t passive.
Your actions, your mindset, and your energy are what tell the Universe what you truly want.
Not just your affirmations.
Not just your vision board.
Not just your affirmations.
Not just your vision board.
So ask yourself:
Are your affirmations, your vision boards, your thoughts, and your actions all in alignment with what you say you want?
Or are you telling the Universe one thing while acting as if you want something else?
Or are you telling the Universe one thing while acting as if you want something else?
Because if you’re asking for abundance but acting out of scarcity…
If you’re affirming love but closing yourself off emotionally…
If you’re visualizing success but procrastinating on the steps that would create it…
Then your energy is sending mixed messages.
If you’re visualizing success but procrastinating on the steps that would create it…
Then your energy is sending mixed messages.
Check your actions at the door.
Play an active role in your own manifestations.
And then — once you’ve done your part — trust the Universe’s timing.
And then — once you’ve done your part — trust the Universe’s timing.
Manifestation isn’t about forcing outcomes or creating something out of nothing. It’s about raising your vibration to match the frequency of what you desire.
Your vibration — the combination of your thoughts, your emotions, and your actions — is what the Universe listens to when it orchestrates your path.
So today, take responsibility for your energy. Move with intention.
And know that once you’re in alignment, the Universe will handle the timing.
And know that once you’re in alignment, the Universe will handle the timing.
Fifty. The Big 5-0. Holy Smokes! I can hardly believe I’m writing this—but here I am, staring down this monumental milestone with excitement, a little nostalgia, and a whole lot of anticipation for what’s ahead.
In 76 days, I’ll be stepping into my 50s—a new decade, a fresh chapter, the second half of my life. And rather than seeing it as something to dread, I’m choosing to see it as a doorway. A threshold. A moment where I can look back at everything I’ve experienced, learned, and accomplished—and then boldly declare that the best is yet to come.
Looking Back with Gratitude
As I reflect on the first 50 years of my life, I can’t help but feel a deep sense of gratitude. Life hasn’t been perfect—far from it—but it’s been rich, colorful, messy, beautiful, and deeply meaningful.
I’ve loved, I’ve lost, I’ve grown, I’ve struggled, I’ve laughed until my sides hurt, and I’ve cried tears that reminded me just how much I care. I’ve reinvented myself more times than I can count, and each time, I’ve discovered more strength, more wisdom, and more resilience than I thought possible.
Every scar tells a story. Every triumph reminds me of my power. Every mistake shaped the person I’ve become.
And now, standing here at the edge of this new decade, I see it all with softer eyes. Not judgment. Not regret. Just appreciation for the journey.
The Best Is Yet to Come
Here’s the thing: I know in my bones that turning 50 isn’t an ending—it’s a beginning. It’s the start of the most powerful, purposeful, joy-filled chapter of my life.
There’s a freedom that comes with reaching this age. A freedom from worrying so much about what people think. A freedom to live life on my own terms. A freedom to put myself first, unapologetically, and to chase after the dreams that are still burning inside me.
The best is not behind me—it’s ahead of me.
76 Days of Preparation
That’s where this countdown comes in. I’ve got 76 days to prepare—not just for a party or a birthday candle blowout, but for a full mind-body-soul reset.
I want to step into my 50s with my physical, mental, spiritual, and financial health stronger than ever. That means:
- Physical: Moving my body in ways that bring me energy and joy. Nourishing myself with food that feels good. Prioritizing rest and recovery so I feel vibrant when the big day arrives.
- Mental: Reflecting on my journey so far, setting fresh goals, and nurturing my curiosity. I want my mind sharp, resilient, and open to new adventures.
- Spiritual: Deepening my connection to my inner self, my values, and the divine. Cultivating gratitude and presence as I step into this new era.
- Financial: Getting grounded, intentional, and abundant in how I manage my resources—because security and freedom go hand in hand.
This isn’t about perfection. It’s about intention. About stepping into my 50s with a strong foundation and a clear vision of the kind of woman I’m becoming.
A Celebration of Life
So yes, I’ll be celebrating BIG when the day arrives. But more than balloons and cake, this milestone is about celebrating life itself. It’s about honoring the path that brought me here and stepping boldly into the one that lies ahead.
Fifty is not something to fear—it’s something to embrace with open arms and a full heart.
76 days to go. Let’s do this.
In March 2020, the unthinkable happened. Practically overnight, the world shut down in response to COVID—and at the very same time, I made the life-altering decision to leave my husband and move out of my marital home.
It was the first time I had ever lived on my own, and the timing felt strangely perfect. While most people saw the shutdown as an obstacle, I felt it was a blessing. In fact, I sometimes wonder if the universe orchestrated it just for me. The stillness gave me the space I desperately needed to adjust, heal, and rediscover myself.
One of my greatest blessings during that season was my “Biddies”—three friends who became my lifeline. Four single women navigating life alone, we leaned on each other through the uncertainty. We laughed, cried, supported, and kept each other sane in the middle of a world that felt like it was unraveling. For about a year and a half, life felt surprisingly full and beautiful.
But as the world slowly reopened, my friends returned to their pre-COVID routines. Their lives picked up again—mine didn’t. That’s when the loneliness I had been spared finally caught up with me. The hurt, anger, and grief I had been able to push aside came rushing to the surface.
That’s when I chose therapy. My therapist taught me the importance of learning how to keep myself company—something I had never truly mastered. And not long after, I made another big decision: I was moving to Florida.
I figured if I was going to be lonely, I’d rather be lonely somewhere without winter. In June 2022, I packed up and gave myself a two-year window to see what Florida could offer. I joined a singles group (with a convenient two-year contract), made friends, and eventually met my wonderful boyfriend. When my contract ended and my roommate moved out, I found myself in a cozy one-bedroom apartment, surrounded by good memories, lasting friendships, and a relationship I cherish.
But even with those blessings, loneliness has crept back in over the past year. My boyfriend’s busy schedule means he’s not always around. My friends, no longer bound together by the singles group, have returned to their own lives. We still connect now and then, but my evenings are quieter these days. And truthfully—I don’t mind. I’m not much of a party person anyway. I prefer peaceful nights and productive days.
Still, I sometimes catch myself wondering why the phone doesn’t ring, or why I’m not included in more plans. And yet, I see the difference between who I was back then and who I am now. I’m no longer searching for distractions to fill the silence. Instead, I want to spend my time intentionally—protecting my energy, raising my vibration, and aligning with what truly matters.
So here I am, ready for the next chapter. Over the next twelve months, I plan to educate myself, challenge myself, grow in ways I’ve only dreamed of, and bring those dreams to life.
For Anyone Who Can Relate
If you’ve ever found yourself in a season of transition, heartbreak, or loneliness, know that you are not alone. These times can feel heavy, but they are also powerful opportunities to create something new. A few things that have helped me—and may help you too:
- Find your “Biddies.” Even one or two people who truly “get” you can make all the difference. Seek out friendships where love and support flow both ways.
- Give yourself permission to heal. Therapy, journaling, or simply allowing your feelings to surface without judgment can be transformative.
- Learn to keep yourself company. Take yourself on walks, start a new hobby, or dedicate time to something you’ve always wanted to learn. Your own presence can become comforting, not scary.
- Be intentional with your energy. Pay attention to who and what fills your cup—and who or what drains it. Choose accordingly.
- Create a vision for your next chapter. Even if it feels far away, setting goals or making a plan for the future can give you direction and hope.
Loneliness doesn’t mean you’re broken—it often means you’re being given space to rebuild yourself in a stronger, more aligned way.
So if you’re standing where I once stood, trust that this season won’t last forever. Growth is waiting for you, and you get to decide how the next chapter of your story unfolds.
